It's a post about feelings... yay.

[ruthiestump]

I don't know what I'm doing. I should be writing essays for scholarships or getting my shit together for school but no. I'm just sitting on my parents bed on the internet feeling bad about myself. Whoop-de-doo. What else is new?

So it seems I have enough creativity to make up a post that nobody really gives to fucks about but not enough creativity to tell an internship how technology influences my life, how I'm a role model in my community or to finish this fucking chapter of a fic I'm writing. It's sad, isn't it?

i know the pity party gets old but I just wanted to spill my thoughts because my chest was heavy and I haven't posted anything to livejournal in a while. :/