I'm Just Such A Happy Mess

I love making stuff on photofiltre. I always think it looks like a legit graphic/banner before I go on the internet and see, y'know, legit graphics. :) This post is basically a follow up to THIS POST. and I'm basically filling up your flist.


( Second rate banners under here. )

People need to get back on and feed my need for wonderful bandom fanfics bring beautiful life to my flist. I, too, am guilty of not updating my journal so I'm going to change that today! 

Did you know that two days ago, I heard Heaven Help Us by My Chemical Romance in its entirety? I kind of kicked myself after I finished it because it's a beautiful song. like REALLY pretty. Gerard's voice sounds angelic to me which isn't how I would categorize his voice any other time. ANYWAYS... once I find a song I like, I play it over and over again until some other song comes along. So this post only serves for lyrics that I love in this song. (You're probably just shaking your head because you know the lyrics like you know the back of your hand but humor me. :)) 

• I'm at this old hotel but I can't tell if I've been screaming or sleeping or screaming or waiting for the man to call
• I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting out the blood and screaming "Someone save us!"
• And will you pray for me? 
• Cover me in gasoline.
• Wipe away those tears of blood away.
• How the misery begins.

Those aren't a lot but these stood out to me and when lyrics stand out to me, it usually means that some way, some how, I'm going to use them in a story. Naturally, the story the lyrics paint out in my head is a 1920's Mobster!Frikey fic. Or something along the lines of hired killers. I mean, think about it. I would write out the plot but it's nearing 2am, I'm watching Archer on Netflix, and my mind is wandering. Expect the plot in a few hours. :D 

Have I ever told you guys how I really love Three Cheers and kind of hated the fact The Black Parade Is Dead! was a short [The Black Parade setlist] concert? No? Well, all of that is true which is why I'm posting the VENGANZA concert up here for my viewing pleasure. And yours. 





( VENGANZA track list )

This is a semi-good idea, isn't it!



#IdeasByMCRMusicVideos

Title:  It's Death Or Victory
Author: ruthiestump
Pairing: None. Fun Ghoul's POV
Rating: PG-13 for language
Warning: For some reason, not beta'd. I'm really sorry. 
Word count: 1,663
mcr_bingo prompt: Video: Na Na Na
Disclaimer: I do not own My Chemical Romance & The whole Killjoys idea was theirs. I got the whole shooting from the car idea from here at 0:53 through 1:04 and 1:33 through 1:40. I really love those scenes. :) 
Summary: A killjoy chase.


( Dusted On Route Guano )

25 day MCR meme underneath the cut. I may or may not have take this from rubytuesday5681.  Ok, yeah. I took it from her. 


( I got the answer! I got the answer-er! )

Title: Like A Secret In Your Throat
Author: ruthiestump
Pairing: Frank/Mikey
Warning: Boy Sex and for some reason, not beta'd. I'm really sorry.
Word count: 1,510
mcr_bingoprompt: AU: Vampire
Disclaimer: I do not own My Chemical Romance & to my knowledge, Frank Iero was never a vampire. (Title from My Chemical Romance's Vampires Will Never Hurt You.)
Summary: Frank is hungry and he can't keep his eyes off of the tall, skinny, cute guy. He's found his target.


( He just wanted to taste him. )

Title: Decaying Nightmare
Author: RuthieStump
Pairing: None
Warning: Character death
Word count: 2,318
mcr_bingo prompt: AU: Zombie
Disclaimer: I do not own My Chemical Romance & to my knowledge there was never a Zombie outbreak.
Summary: Ray is familiar with zombie movies but he never thought his life would be like one.

( "It all seemed like a nightmare they just couldn't wake up from." )

While stalking my Mikey Way tag on tumblr, I stumbled across a post that contained song facts for each song on The Black Parade. For Famous Last Words this was there.

• Gerard wrote the song for Mikey when he left the band during the making of The Black Parade. The line “I see you lying next to me” refers to Mikey sleeping on the floor in Gerard’s room in the Paramour Mansion (because he was too scared to sleep in a room alone)
• Mikey said when he heard it, he knew he couldn’t leave the band

So not having heard the recording of Famous Last Words in a very long time, (because I only have The Black Parade is Dead on my ipod. It sucks because I don't even like live concert recordings. :| ) I looked for a lyric video and watched it.

Now that I have the right lyrics in my head, I have never wanted to cry so hard at a My Chem song/ the relationship between Gerard and Mikey. That is so fucking sweet. Damn you Gerard. I wish I could be that close with my siblings.

I now want bb!Gerard and bb!Mikey fics. Sweet brotherly love fanfics that make your heart want to puke rainbows. Or specifically a fic where big brother Gerard has to come into Mikey's room and scare off the monsters under his bed and maybe, MAYBE has to spend the night. Something like that. :D 

I might write it if i have time or don't forget.  

Seeing one of your favorite bands plastered around the subway. ^_^



Yes, ladies and gentlemen, that is My Chemical Romance (Or Frank and Gerard) gracing the A train with their blocked faces and blurry bodies for the New York Times. Isn't it a sight to see? 

( Proud Mama Moment )