I'm Just Such A Happy Mess

Posting a snippet of this fic that I really wanted to do something with but when I started writing the idea went to hell. It was for the mcr_bingo prompt 'Artist: Patrick Stump' and I wanted to do a Gerard/Patrick where Gee is listening to Patrick's new album and is reliving their summer together, (Summer of Like) and may or may not jerk off to Patrick's amazing voice. That's what I wanted to do but I didn't see myself following that path. Posting it here because my LJ seems empty. 


( By the by, the journal title is in spanish. YAY for hispanic heritage! )

Title:  Untitled For Now.
Author: ruthiestump
Pairing: Ray/Gerard
Rating: PG-13/R for cursing.
Warning: For some reason, not beta'd. I'm really sorry.
Word count: 854
mcr_bingo prompt: Pairing: Gerard/Ray
Disclaimer: I do not own My Chemical Romance & to my knowledge, Ray Toro & Gerard Way never dated. (but then again, you can ask them...)
Summary: Ray looks out his friends and does what's best.


( Ray/Gerard fluff under here. )

I'm WAY too attached to fanfiction. School is getting in the way of reading and writing and I don't like it. I use up any opportunity to write during classes but I can't write about Mikey being a cheerleader AND take notes on what limits a fucking government, which by the fucking way is basically 4th grade stuff. I'm just glad that there is no class on Thursday or Friday and I could possibly use that time to finish all of the freaking mcr_bingo drafts in my email/iPod.

I haven't posted any fics in a while so I thought I would post up the first paragraph of one of the mcr_bingo prompts. This one is for AU: Vampire and I was pretty proud of it... until my creativity flew away. -___- Oh imagination, why must you hurt me so?

( Bampire! Bampire!  )

Aren't I something special? I stayed up all night because my mother pretty much threatened me to not go to sleep. Dominican mothers. What are you going to do? I've been sleepy all day but I never really fully slept except for the 20 minutes in Laney's house while watching 'Fight Club.'

I've also noticed that Amanda started to write her own little fanfics, which is rare because she really isn't the writing type, and now I feel like I should pick up a pen and finish one of the many unfinished one shots I have around my folder.  I HAVE SO MANY ONE SHOTS THAT NEED TO BE FINISHED BUT MY BODY IS BEGGING FOR SLEEP. UGH.

Maybe tomorrow I'll start working on them. Prompts/One Shots I started: 

• Frank/Ray pairing for mcr_bingo (Childhood friends)
• Somebody Out There Loves You Part two because I really liked how I went with that
• Video: Helena for mcr_bingo
• Other: Movie Night for mcr_bingo
• Cliche: Love Triangle for mcr_bingo which Laney still has....
• Amanda needs a birthday one shot for next month.
• & Jose wants a story in exchange for the smut story he's writing me.

So I signed up for mcr_bingo, ( This might be the first fic thing I've signed up for.) and just from the look of it and the rules, it sounds like an awesome thing for me. :)

So the way the challenge goes is you get a 'bingo' card that's filled with 25 prompts. The prompts are listed in a separate blog so you can exclude the prompts you don't want from your own personal bingo card. You request one here and you leave your email.

All of that sounds standard right? IT IS and I have no idea why I was so ecstatic when I saw 'mcr_bingo card' waiting in my inbox. :D  I think it's because I'm actually participating in a LJ community like this and I have until JULY! :D The prompts, the time limit, the MCR-ness! :D Yay! Be sure to check it out because I really like it. LOL I think my opinion matters.

( My mcr_bingo Card )