I'm Just Such A Happy Mess

I finally got this thing neat and clean. Here are all of the one shots on my livejournal for your reading and judgment. It goes from oldest to most recent.  You also have my prompt table at the end, so don't hesitate to pick something from the prompt table and tell me to write.


( One Shots )

( Prompt Table )

I love their message and I know GCH deserve to be higher in the itunes sales. They are number 11. Let's make them break the top ten!  
Here's the video! It's cool to see an NYC native on their way to the olympics! :D 

I like it. Do you? 

People need to get back on and feed my need for wonderful bandom fanfics bring beautiful life to my flist. I, too, am guilty of not updating my journal so I'm going to change that today! 

Did you know that two days ago, I heard Heaven Help Us by My Chemical Romance in its entirety? I kind of kicked myself after I finished it because it's a beautiful song. like REALLY pretty. Gerard's voice sounds angelic to me which isn't how I would categorize his voice any other time. ANYWAYS... once I find a song I like, I play it over and over again until some other song comes along. So this post only serves for lyrics that I love in this song. (You're probably just shaking your head because you know the lyrics like you know the back of your hand but humor me. :)) 

• I'm at this old hotel but I can't tell if I've been screaming or sleeping or screaming or waiting for the man to call
• I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting out the blood and screaming "Someone save us!"
• And will you pray for me? 
• Cover me in gasoline.
• Wipe away those tears of blood away.
• How the misery begins.

Those aren't a lot but these stood out to me and when lyrics stand out to me, it usually means that some way, some how, I'm going to use them in a story. Naturally, the story the lyrics paint out in my head is a 1920's Mobster!Frikey fic. Or something along the lines of hired killers. I mean, think about it. I would write out the plot but it's nearing 2am, I'm watching Archer on Netflix, and my mind is wandering. Expect the plot in a few hours. :D 

Doing another challenge because my LJ is lacking on updates. I've been meaning to do this one for a while but I haven't had the time. I dropped studying for a test to do this. Yay for Senior year! 
( 30 days done in one.  )

I don't know what I'm doing. I should be writing essays for scholarships or getting my shit together for school but no. I'm just sitting on my parents bed on the internet feeling bad about myself. Whoop-de-doo. What else is new?

So it seems I have enough creativity to make up a post that nobody really gives to fucks about but not enough creativity to tell an internship how technology influences my life, how I'm a role model in my community or to finish this fucking chapter of a fic I'm writing. It's sad, isn't it?

i know the pity party gets old but I just wanted to spill my thoughts because my chest was heavy and I haven't posted anything to livejournal in a while. :/ 

This is a semi-good idea, isn't it!



#IdeasByMCRMusicVideos

Posting a snippet of this fic that I really wanted to do something with but when I started writing the idea went to hell. It was for the mcr_bingo prompt 'Artist: Patrick Stump' and I wanted to do a Gerard/Patrick where Gee is listening to Patrick's new album and is reliving their summer together, (Summer of Like) and may or may not jerk off to Patrick's amazing voice. That's what I wanted to do but I didn't see myself following that path. Posting it here because my LJ seems empty. 


( By the by, the journal title is in spanish. YAY for hispanic heritage! )