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It's fun and I post more personal things here than in tumblr. Well, all of my actual blogs were from tumblr but.... you know. Just getting comfortable with the switch. :)
So on Friday, I am going to school and when that bell rings at 2:20, I'm rushing home, changing my clothes. buying/making food and get to Roseland ballroom where Delaney and Amanda are going to be in line for My Chemical Romance. :) MY CHEM IS BACK AND I'M SEEING THEIR FIRST (technically second but since you can actually buy tickets to this show, I'm counting it as first.) SHOW IN NEW YORK CITY. :D yay!
I'm also excited about Patrick's new song! It's called Spotlight and both versions of the songs are AMAZING!. This man is a freaking genius and I can't wait for the rest of the world to realize it. As much as I don't like the winter, I can't wait for February when Soul Punk comes out. ♥♥♥ I think Patrick's solo project gets the most love from me and possibly all the other Fall Out Boy fans. It's more closer to the FOB songs than Black Cards or The Damned things are. Another reason why I'm freaking excited for Soul Punk is that it isn't anything like Pete's lyrics. It's isn't cryptic but it's just as smart. Patrick tells you what he wants to tell you, not making you work hard to figure it out.
The last part of this is just telling anyone who reads this (me in the future. Forever alone.) that I am writing a short one shot. After reading a copy of my free subscription of Seventeen magazine about guys that rape or take advantage of girls too drunk to know what they are even doing, I thought about writing a fic like that. Before writing this, I had comments on my killjoy fic saying that I needed work on it. Some comments were more nicely put together than others while one comment pretty much bashed me. :| Surprisingly, It didn't phase me as much as I thought it would but it got me thinking about my writing. I'm not as good as I think I am. I told my friends I didn't really want to keep writing if I really don't think I'm good enough and I'm just posting it on the internet. What good does that really do me for my future in writing? I also am seeming to move away from Fan-fiction. I haven't really been reading any these few weeks and writing them has been staggered over the few days. In all honesty, I give myself a few days before 'My writing sucks. Why do I keep telling myself I'm a good writer?' phase fades away. I always do this but I never learn. *shrug*
Damn.... It looks like I wrote a lot. Bye livejournal, I'm gonna go finish Glee. :D
So on Friday, I am going to school and when that bell rings at 2:20, I'm rushing home, changing my clothes. buying/making food and get to Roseland ballroom where Delaney and Amanda are going to be in line for My Chemical Romance. :) MY CHEM IS BACK AND I'M SEEING THEIR FIRST (technically second but since you can actually buy tickets to this show, I'm counting it as first.) SHOW IN NEW YORK CITY. :D yay!
I'm also excited about Patrick's new song! It's called Spotlight and both versions of the songs are AMAZING!. This man is a freaking genius and I can't wait for the rest of the world to realize it. As much as I don't like the winter, I can't wait for February when Soul Punk comes out. ♥♥♥ I think Patrick's solo project gets the most love from me and possibly all the other Fall Out Boy fans. It's more closer to the FOB songs than Black Cards or The Damned things are. Another reason why I'm freaking excited for Soul Punk is that it isn't anything like Pete's lyrics. It's isn't cryptic but it's just as smart. Patrick tells you what he wants to tell you, not making you work hard to figure it out.
The last part of this is just telling anyone who reads this (me in the future. Forever alone.) that I am writing a short one shot. After reading a copy of my free subscription of Seventeen magazine about guys that rape or take advantage of girls too drunk to know what they are even doing, I thought about writing a fic like that. Before writing this, I had comments on my killjoy fic saying that I needed work on it. Some comments were more nicely put together than others while one comment pretty much bashed me. :| Surprisingly, It didn't phase me as much as I thought it would but it got me thinking about my writing. I'm not as good as I think I am. I told my friends I didn't really want to keep writing if I really don't think I'm good enough and I'm just posting it on the internet. What good does that really do me for my future in writing? I also am seeming to move away from Fan-fiction. I haven't really been reading any these few weeks and writing them has been staggered over the few days. In all honesty, I give myself a few days before 'My writing sucks. Why do I keep telling myself I'm a good writer?' phase fades away. I always do this but I never learn. *shrug*
Damn.... It looks like I wrote a lot. Bye livejournal, I'm gonna go finish Glee. :D
