10 day You challenge

[ruthiestump]

You guys don't really know that much about me, do you? Hmm... I should change that. Here's a bit about the girl behind the keyboard (oh wow, how original) and a picture so you can judge me. ^_^



10 Secrets

1) I don’t share the really personal secrets to friends/family because I feel like the secrets aren’t worthy.

2) I don’t think I’m good enough for anything

3) I do stuff to please people. I just want to grow a pair and tell people what I really think

4) I feel like I’m leading a really boring life that will end up with a fucked up future.

5) My secrets aren’t worthy. I think I’m a waste of space

6) I honestly don’t see why people like me so much.

7) Even though my self esteem is low, I like it when people talk about me even though I tell them to stop.

8) I make sure other people are happy even if the thing that is making them happy is making me miserable.

9) I think I would actually cry if my friends (School and Childhood) grow up with out each other. I’m dependent on them.

10) I’m scared of the future. Scared of my future.



9 Loves
 

1) My friends

2) My parents

3) Writing

4) Tumblr

5) Fall Out Boy

6) Red

7) My iPod

8) Feeling accepted

9) Sleeping In/Being Lazy



8 Fears
 

1) Losing my connection with friends

2) Not getting into college

3) Dropping out of/Failing college

4) My friends not knowing how much I need/love them

5) Not standing up for myself

6) Being dependent on the people that can walk out of my life

7) Being in a relationship (I don’t think I like commitment)

8) My dreams not following through



7 Wants
 

1) To be cherished by someone I actually love

2) For my friends to know that my I don’t care demeanor is just a default thing. I do care.

3) Things to go smoothly

4) To publish a good book when I’m older

5) To stop being lazy with my school work.

6) To pass all of my Math classes so I don’t have to deal with it anymore

7) You. LOLJK I want Patrick Stump



6 places you want to go
 

1) London

2) Italy

3) Spain

4) Harry Potter theme park

5) Concerts

6) College



5 Foods
 

1) McChicken

2) Chinese Food

3) Ribs

4) Iced Coffee

5) Honey Buns

4 books
 

 

1. Harry Potter
2. Blue Bloods
3. *coughFanfictioncough*
4. Dress My Family in Corduroy and Denim

3 Films

1. Scott pilgrim vs. The World
2. Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory
3. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets

2 Songs

1. Spotlight - Patrick Stump
2. Stand by Me – Ben E King

 

 

 

1 picture of yourself

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