ruthiestump: (Frikey)
People need to get back on and feed my need for wonderful bandom fanfics bring beautiful life to my flist. I, too, am guilty of not updating my journal so I'm going to change that today! 

Did you know that two days ago, I heard Heaven Help Us by My Chemical Romance in its entirety? I kind of kicked myself after I finished it because it's a beautiful song. like REALLY pretty. Gerard's voice sounds angelic to me which isn't how I would categorize his voice any other time. ANYWAYS... once I find a song I like, I play it over and over again until some other song comes along. So this post only serves for lyrics that I love in this song. (You're probably just shaking your head because you know the lyrics like you know the back of your hand but humor me. :)
  • I'm at this old hotel but I can't tell if I've been screaming or sleeping or screaming or waiting for the man to call
  • I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps while spitting out the blood and screaming "Someone save us!"
  • And will you pray for me? 
  • Cover me in gasoline.
  • Wipe away those tears of blood away.
  • How the misery begins.
Those aren't a lot but these stood out to me and when lyrics stand out to me, it usually means that some way, some how, I'm going to use them in a story. Naturally, the story the lyrics paint out in my head is a 1920's Mobster!Frikey fic. Or something along the lines of hired killers. I mean, think about it. I would write out the plot but it's nearing 2am, I'm watching Archer on Netflix, and my mind is wandering. Expect the plot in a few hours. :D 
ruthiestump: (CarCrashHeart)
Doing another challenge because my LJ is lacking on updates. I've been meaning to do this one for a while but I haven't had the time. I dropped studying for a test to do this. Yay for Senior year! 
30 days done in one.  )

ruthiestump: (CarCrashHeart)
  • My kid will be hearing Fall Out Boy when it’s in the womb.
  • I’ll be reading Fan-fiction for their bedtime story.
  • Concerts would be like family outings.
  • They aren’t going to memorize vocab words, they’re gonna memorize Pete’s lyrics.
  • After homework, they have to write one chapter of any fandom fic they want.
  • Math homework? Hell no. 
  • No cartoons unless it’s good ‘ol classic 90’s shows
  • I’m seriously considering naming my boy “Alexander” because I’m in a spanish family and if I ever need to call his name, I’ll play Lady Gaga’s ‘Alejandro’.
  • For a girl, It might be ‘Stacy’ just for Fountains of Wayne’s “Stacy’s Mom.” 

Oh god, they’re gonna hate me when they grow up. (Yay! Frank Iero is a daddy to a baby boy today! :D)

ruthiestump: (Mikey KillJoy)
I don't know what I'm doing. I should be writing essays for scholarships or getting my shit together for school but no. I'm just sitting on my parents bed on the internet feeling bad about myself. Whoop-de-doo. What else is new?

So it seems I have enough creativity to make up a post that nobody really gives to fucks about but not enough creativity to tell an internship how technology influences my life, how I'm a role model in my community or to finish this fucking chapter of a fic I'm writing. It's sad, isn't it?

i know the pity party gets old but I just wanted to spill my thoughts because my chest was heavy and I haven't posted anything to livejournal in a while. :/ 
ruthiestump: (Wanted Killjoys)
This is a semi-good idea, isn't it!

ruthiestump: (Photobooth)
Posting a snippet of this fic that I really wanted to do something with but when I started writing the idea went to hell. It was for the [ profile] mcr_bingo prompt 'Artist: Patrick Stump' and I wanted to do a Gerard/Patrick where Gee is listening to Patrick's new album and is reliving their summer together, (Summer of Like) and may or may not jerk off to Patrick's amazing voice. That's what I wanted to do but I didn't see myself following that path. Posting it here because my LJ seems empty. 

By the by, the journal title is in spanish. YAY for hispanic heritage! )

ruthiestump: (My Chem)

I still want it... 
ruthiestump: (Brencer!)
So, this post is just a list for my friends who I told agreed to write me a story for Christmas. I've written a handful of stories for them through out the years and I only have like three from them. I thought we should switch it up this time around. I'm already making them a copy of the friends mixtape as my Christmas gift. 

Christmas Assignments: All due before xmas break. 

Amanda's Prompt )

[De]Laney's Prompt (TROLOLOL) )

Taylor's Prompt )

You guys are going to great with this! :D I can't wait! Love you! 
ruthiestump: (Baby Blues)
I'm going to try my very best to explain this concert in detail, from when I got out of school to when I got out of the venue. One of the best nights and concerts I've ever experienced. And I shall tell you why in a few paragraphs in rushed fan girl language. Bear with me. :) (Videos aren’t mine but if you look for me, you can find me! Photos will link back to my facebook.)

My time outside )

Inside the venue... )

Patrick's AMAZING set. <3 )
All in all, November 16th was an amazing day that I will remember. 
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and i’m already on the verge of death, I want to see who the killer is. I don’t want my last words to be “don’t kill me” while the killer is hovering above me. I want them to be my case to see the killer’s face. I reserve the right to know who is killing me and maybe know the reason why. I can settle for taking the mask off of his or hers face like Drew Barrymore in Scream.

Hey, who says the last victim (who ultimately are saved) gets to know the person who is tormenting them. I need a face and a reason, damn it! There’s a reason why the killer is killing people and they should tell the victims before their last gasp of air.

I’m just saying. (2am thoughts)

ruthiestump: (RAWR)
I'm not a writer. I finally figured it out. I'm not good enough. I know this but I know I won't stop. I'll beat myself to the ground with my doubt and low self esteem but I won't stop. At least not forever.

Question is: I know that i'm not good at writing, then what am I going to do in college? *sigh*
ruthiestump: (Nerds)
So just a quick update before I gush about Pete Wentz..... I'm failing a few of my classes, Might see Patrick Stump on Nov. 16, dropping out of the NaNoWriMo and Life is stupid. Now in this blog I'll shall give you another reason why I love Pete's writing. ♥

i’m up to the hips with dreams. )
ruthiestump: (CarCrashHeart)
I really have to manage my time and just create a slot for 'LJ personal posting'. Too bad my life isn't as nearly interesting as I want it to be. If it was, I would be posting left and right about things you don't really care about. I do that now but I stagger out my entries. :)

So, what to announce?
  • I signed up for the NaNoWriMo. *holds for appluase that will never come* I'm pretty nervous about it. I've never written a story that has reached 20,000 words so trying to get to 50,000 words in a month might be a struggle not to mention school, college applications, and homework getting in the way. Wait... tell me why I signed up in the first place? *sigh* I guess I'm doing this so I could prove to myself that I can be a writer. That I somewhat have what it takes to be a writer. That, maybe, under this time crunch I can finally get the hang of time managing and responsibility. Who the fuck am I kidding? I signed up just to see if I could do it and maybe show up my friend who is obviously better then me in writing.

  • Patrick Stump's album, Soul Punk, came out yesterday and since I pre-ordered, my CD arrived the Thursday before. :3 I can not review the album because I won't do it justice. Just know that this album is basically perfection. I've been hearing it non-stop. ♥

  • I bought a pink wig! Not at all news worthy but It fills up the entry. I bought it just to have it and wear it in the house and out on the street. I wore it on Monday and got one compliment from this random guy. ("You rocking that pink hair.") A lot of stares. It's like people haven't seen people with dyed hair before. :)
I think that's it for today... You see! Non-interesting life leads to non-interesting posts. Hopefully I'll get my NaNaNa fic for [ profile] mcr_bingo done this month (highly doubt it) and tweak the 50's story for the NaNoWriMo. :)

See you soon!

ruthiestump: (Photobooth)
Due to these pictures:
Way bros are just working it. )

I now want to see a fic where Gerard and Mikey are professional models. I just want it to exist. Someone... please. Make me happy.


Sep. 26th, 2011 06:11 pm
ruthiestump: (Baby Blues)
I'm WAY too attached to fanfiction. School is getting in the way of reading and writing and I don't like it. I use up any opportunity to write during classes but I can't write about Mikey being a cheerleader AND take notes on what limits a fucking government, which by the fucking way is basically 4th grade stuff. I'm just glad that there is no class on Thursday or Friday and I could possibly use that time to finish all of the freaking [ profile] mcr_bingo drafts in my email/iPod.

I haven't posted any fics in a while so I thought I would post up the first paragraph of one of the [ profile] mcr_bingo prompts. This one is for AU: Vampire and I was pretty proud of it... until my creativity flew away. -___- Oh imagination, why must you hurt me so?

Bampire! Bampire!  )

ruthiestump: (Default)
Or is that just me?

Today is my 17th birthday (YAY!) and when I arrived home after getting 4 boxes of pizza, I found that my best friend had bought a small brown bunny. For me. HE BOUGHT ME A LEGIT BUNNY FOR MY BIRTHDAY.

I was shocked. Like fucking shocked. I never thought that I would get another pet because I live in an apartment in New York City and I already have a dog. It was just a mindfuck and I have no idea what to name her.

She\s cute and if you guys have ideas, feel free to comment. :)

Run, run, bunny, run! )
ruthiestump: (RAWR)
It's not because of the difficulty of the work, it's because of the fact I don't have any time to write. Damn all of the AP work I have to do and all the colleges I have to apply to. >=|

It really hurts to not be able to work on the re-write of this story I'm working on or the drafts that I have for [ profile] mcr_bingo. I want to just drop all of the forms, essays, worksheets and questions that are filling up my time and just finish and edit the stories.

ruthiestump: (Mikey Way)
I wish you the best. I really do. You bring smiles to my face and you can lift my mood and I hope today people are doing the same for you. You deserve it.

I look up to you. It doesn't matter that you're my 'favorite' member or that I find you very attractive. (I do. Trust me. I REALLY DO.) It's your personality that I look up to. Your struggles, your ambition, your choices in life. You fought through your depression and even if it doesn't matter, I'm proud of you. You make everyone in your band feel loved. To me you're the go-to guy! The one every one goes to. The kind of person I aspire to be. ♥

Never change that. Never change your personality. Play with all the hair dye you want! Just never change the good person I know you are. I know I kind of wasted my time on writing a post to someone who will NEVER see it but damn it. This 31 year old celebrity man means so much to me. ♥

I don't think you guys understand how much I want a guy like Mikey in my life.
ruthiestump: (Joseph)
Day one and I already feel my chest cramping up from what is possibly anxiety. I mean, what would you feel when people are telling the whole senior class that college is right around the corner and we're not even ready for it. Pretty fucking scary.

I've noticed that I have to step up my game and actually try to do my homework this year. It hurts me to say that. It really does. If I do homework this year that means I have to lay off on writing/readng fan fiction. :( I've become really close to fanfiction. It's a second skin really. I'm going to miss it. (assuming that I actually buckle down and do what I set out to do.)

So here's to senior year and not having a mental/physical breakdown. :|
ruthiestump: (Frikey)
It should be sickening but I don't think I really care. Frikey is awesome. So imagine my excitement when I clicked the Frank/Mikey tag in AO3 and found about 66 fics dealing with that wonderful pairing. I died and went to Fanfiction heaven.  :)

On other not important news: I started out lining the bandom real world fic. I have no idea why since I know I'm not going to write it soon but I'm getting myself excited. Once I finish the re-write I'm working on, I'll start working on the RW one and shape it to a passable fan fic.

Four days from now I'll be a High School Senior. Oh where does the time go? I have to start applying to colleges soon. Kind of scary but I'm ready for it! My birthday is coming up. Not really a big deal since it's the 17th year I'm alive so all I'm looking forward to is hanging out with my friends.

See, now I'm just rambiling about stupid stuff. To recap: Frikey is amazing, Bandom Real World is outlined for no reason, School is starting and my birthday is this month. YAY. I'll get out of your Flist now. 


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